Lauren

I just realized that I have to apply for Purdue by November. That means I need money, to take the SAT and ACT and do extremely well on both, and I should probably do pretty well in everything this year. I don't even have an alterantive if I don't get accepted to Purdue. I'm bad at life and I don't want to grow up...ever.

I'M HOME!!!

Sometimes I think I'm just too much of a girl ,but then I think,"Yea right! I'm suppose to be like this." But it's stupid so why would I do it even if I'm kind of suppose to.
I just realized this applies to more that one thing going on right now.

I'm grounded again. That sucks so much! They'll probably forget about it pretty soon because Nikki spilled the beans on way more exciting stuff then being late.
Thanks Nik. Hehehe

I <3 my boyfriend.

Eeh! I still don't feel very well. I think Vivek made me sick...hahaha. Just joking.
Richie Morgan's dad died and that makes me so sad. I think I'm going to go to the viewig tomorrow. I hate viewings and funerals and poeple crying and not knowing what to say to people who are crying. *sigh* Oh and my mommy thinks she needs to escort me since it's in Frankfort and a 17 y/o girl couldn't possible follow map quest directions by herself.

My brother is getting married. I can't decide exactly how happy I am about that.

Yesterday on the way to work a rock hit my windsheild and cracked it, then on the way home something flew up and hit the front but I don't know what it was and it didn't leave any mark that I can see. The today someone hit it in the parking lot and scraped the bumper.

God is angry at me.

*huge sigh*

I like life so much right now. AW..I like Vivek so much. I wish everyone had someone they liked as much as I like him. It would be sweet if everyone just felt SO goood all the time.
Lauren

I don't like drama. It makes me tired and stressed out so , I'm glad it's over now. At least for me. *sigh*

Ha...I didn't go to school or work today. It was so good. I have tons of homework now I bet. That's dumb. Kind of like this entry but I don't know what else to write about.

Lauren

I like Vivek sooooooooo much.........

Today is going to be so sweet. I can't even wait. I don't know what else to write.
Ok see ya
Lauren

I don't think I've ever had so much fun bowling. It was SWEET! I was kickin ass before I had to leave so I hope whoever bowled for me did a pretty good job.

So you know when you're like sitting with someone and it's the perfect position and stuff you don't want to move...like ever again. It's the best until its your turn to bowl again. I can't even beleive how much I like Vivek. *sigh*

Lauren